You came to my life . . .

You came to my life,
And touched my heart,
In your own mysterious way.
You brought me smiles,
You made me think,
You made me dream,
All in your very own way.
And now you are leaving,
As fast as you came,
Leaving some thoughts to keep,
That fits only in my heart.
But taking all the mysteries,
Packed in your mind so deep,
Hence I still wonder,
With my heart you set on fire . . .

Tears to Wash You Away . . .

Endless tears drop down my face,

One for each memory I can't erase.

I close my eyes to search for some relief,

But all I see is you, and all I feel is grief.

Should your memory leave, or should it stay?

Would it be better if it just washed away?

But I know it won't, I can't let you go,

These things I feel inside are things you'll never know.

So I'll let them come down, these tears every day,

But I won't let them wash your memory away. . .

Will I Always Love You . . . ?

It has been so long
Yet when I see you
I still remember
The way my heart would melt
The way my stomach felt
I used to love you so
I am just wondering
Where did those feelings go ?
Do you still remember ?
As I lay here thinking, I see your cute smile.
I feel your loving lips and your warm embrace.
Then, I remember, that was so long ago.
I had told myself to let go.
I do not love you
I do not need you
I would not melt in your arms, or die for a kiss
Why is it that I still feel this way ?
I wonder, could it be ?
That I have always loved you,and only pretended to let go ?
I do not know, will I always care ?
I will always remember, never forget.
I wonder, will I always love you . . . ?

Nothing’s wasted but nothing’s gained . . .

Nothing’s wasted but nothing’s gained
Memories still fill up my mind
Regardless of the deleted files
All that I had are still deep inside
But you I never had,
would never be mine
If it was a curse that bound me
I wish I would always be cursed
For I don’t want to loose
The warmth I felt for the first time
Nothing has changed but the air I breathe
And the memories lightening through my heart . . .

If I Called You Now . . .

Would my voice cause you to tremble,I
f I called you now ?

Would there be a stony silence,
If I called you now ?

Would you recognize my voice,
If I called you now ?

Would a smile adorn your face,
If I called you now ?

Would you know the pain I feel,
If I called you now ?

Would I make you laugh,
If I called you now ?

Would tears streak your face,
If I called you now ?

Would you say you love me,
If I called you now ?

Would you damn my soul to Hell,
If I called you now ?

Would it matter tomorrow,
If I called you now ?

Would it change my life,
If I called you now ?

Would you hang up the phone,
If I called you now . . . ?

My Heart Speaks . . .

You say, That I won't give much attention to you
But please think this also now,
When I call you and I cannot get through to you
I get weak and feel sad
When I call you and when you don't speak much
I feel very bad and I feel down and low
When I cannot hear your voice for an hour, a day or two
I feel that I am loosing your love
I feel that you get more important calls
and I am the last person in your list
Please don't blame me because I think this way
As you know about myself more than anyone in this world
When people get so close they get hurt for the slightest thing done by the other,
I don't know much but I know I Love you
Maybe that's why I am feeling sad always even after I hear your voice
It's just my lonely heart that keeps waiting for you and your calls
I imagine a thousand things and get hurt so many times
When you are silent and do not speak to me
I feel that you think I am just another question mark for you
Now tell me Please
Am I another problem for you in your busy schedule of life
tell me before, it's too late
As I am going to get a Heart Break in no time . . .

Spending the night . . .

May be the sun would shine again
Wiping away the cold and pain

May be I would win your heart
And I would never let you drift apart

Some day sleep would come to me
When I would have your warmth to be

May be the night be so long
When I get a chance to sing a love song

All my day dreams would come to an end
When I write you poems and send

But this night I spend alone
Wishing it wouldn't be so long . . .

Can't Stop Falling For You . . .

The effect you leave on me
Is something unbelieveable
When you walk in the room
It makes my breath unbreathable

My heart leaps like a star
shooting in the sky
Your arms wrapped around me
Makes me want to cry.

Not the kind that brings sad thoughts
or the ones for fear
But the ones when you know that
The one you love is near.

With your hand around my waist
and your head hearing my heart
Your hand just grasping mine
Wishes we'd never part.

The way you tell me its all ok
and the way we get in fights
not only makes me yell at you
but you make it all alright

Im not scared with you near me
And im not afraid of you
The only thing i wish was true
Was that you love me too

I just cant stop falling for you . . .