I never felt true love . . .

I never felt true love until I was with you,
I never felt true sadness until you left me.
When we broke up I think you took half of my heart with you,
You took the half I need the most..,
Because the half you left is the half that only loves you. . .

Break Up . . .

I wonder lonely across the field
Trying to understand the way I feel
It has been sometimes. Yes!
Yet, I cannot describe it in words.

The marigolds are laughing
Dancing and forever hugging!
Wishing I could do the same
Only to be reminded, you've gone away!

How could you have broken my heart?
I thought it was love right from the start!
But i was wrong.
You were only playing all along!

My trust has been spurned
Good lessons i have learned!
What is left there to say?
Just a 'Goodbye', and go our own separate ways!

The birds are singing
Telling me to leave the past behind.
The blue sky gives me hope
knowing that no matter what, I can cope!

It will be hard
But it's time for a new start!
It's no use crying over spilled milk
Because what's the use?

I know that I'll see you again
Whatever happens and what may come,
I wont do the same mistake
That had caused me heart ache . . .

Trying To Forget . . .

I went for a walk this morning
While you were still asleep
I walked to free my mind
From the smell of your perfume and
Your little decorations throughout the house
I walked, and tried to tell myself that I
Could not love you if I could only
Walk far enough to forget you..

When I reached the gate by the road
I was reminded of you because of the flowers
You had painted on the gate
I walked through the field across the road
Again you were present, the little evergreen
You planted when we moved into the house
It was a mature tree now.I walked on and stopped by the stream
Again, your name carved in the rock when
We laid by the water and fell asleep..

I walked on up the side of the hill, past the stream.
When I reached the top of the hill
I wanted to turn and look at our house
But I continued, over
More than a mile now, and I have come to
Realize that you will always be there
Where ever I go..

I turn and reached the top again
And there you are on the porch waving at me
I could never walk far enough to stop thinking Of you

I just wanted you to know why I went for a walk . . .

We were still friends. . .

Through all the good times and bad times you wanted to see me happy and never sad,
I found you much to late and you left so soon,
I still remember the day we met and that is something I'll never forget,
Of all the things I've ever known,
You taught me something I value the most,
You taught me how to love the ones who mean so much to me,
You showed me how to appreciate who I am and all the important things in life,
You listened to me and actually cared,
About all the stupid things I had to say,
You were there for me all the way,
And when someone hurt me and gave me pain,
You taught me how to play the game,
You told me friends will change,
They wont always stay the same,
But I shouldn't act as if it's crime,
These things happen over time,
Your weakness was my best friend,
So when your relationship came to an end,
Thats when our friendship began to fall apart,
That just totally broke my heart,
beacause I really missed kicking back with you,
I can't believe that all it took was just one shot,
and you were gone,
Now I must learn to carry on,
But the memory of you will always be deep inside of me,
Now I must be strong for to cry a tear,
I must stand on my two feet,
I just want you to know that no matter what I do or where I go,
I'll always remember you,
Because deep down in my heart we will never part,
Hand in hand until the end, Even if we weren't lovers, We were still friends . . .

Something Meaningful . . .

There was once a guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper-cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small agent in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back.

She also told him that she couldn't visualize any future for both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then ...Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regains his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him.

Finally with all these hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company. You never fail until you stop trying.. One rainy day, while this guy was driving; he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella the rain walking to some destination.

Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he droved slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore; he had his own company, car, comfort etc. He made it! Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed... and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his paper cranes beside her.

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you,for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you... Her parents saw him. He asks them why had this happened.They explained, she did not leave for Paris at all. She was ill with cancer.

She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had choose to leave him...

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him...Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever . . .

The guy just wept... The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them and knowing that you can't have them . . .

NEVER ABANDON AN OLD FRIEND . . .YOU WILL NEVER FIND ONE WHO CAN TAKE HIS/HER PLACE . . .FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE WINE, IT GETS BETTER AS IT GROWS OLDER . . .

Tears to Wash You Away . . .

Endless tears drop down my face,

One for each memory I can't erase.

I close my eyes to search for some relief,

But all I see is you, and all I feel is grief.

Should your memory leave, or should it stay?

Would it be better if it just washed away?

But I know it won't, I can't let you go,

These things I feel inside are things you'll never know.

So I'll let them come down, these tears every day,

But I won't let them wash your memory away. . .

Will I Always Love You . . . ?

It has been so long
Yet when I see you
I still remember
The way my heart would melt
The way my stomach felt
I used to love you so
I am just wondering
Where did those feelings go ?
Do you still remember ?
As I lay here thinking, I see your cute smile.
I feel your loving lips and your warm embrace.
Then, I remember, that was so long ago.
I had told myself to let go.
I do not love you
I do not need you
I would not melt in your arms, or die for a kiss
Why is it that I still feel this way ?
I wonder, could it be ?
That I have always loved you,and only pretended to let go ?
I do not know, will I always care ?
I will always remember, never forget.
I wonder, will I always love you . . . ?

Nothing’s wasted but nothing’s gained . . .

Nothing’s wasted but nothing’s gained
Memories still fill up my mind
Regardless of the deleted files
All that I had are still deep inside
But you I never had,
would never be mine
If it was a curse that bound me
I wish I would always be cursed
For I don’t want to loose
The warmth I felt for the first time
Nothing has changed but the air I breathe
And the memories lightening through my heart . . .

Spending the night . . .

May be the sun would shine again
Wiping away the cold and pain

May be I would win your heart
And I would never let you drift apart

Some day sleep would come to me
When I would have your warmth to be

May be the night be so long
When I get a chance to sing a love song

All my day dreams would come to an end
When I write you poems and send

But this night I spend alone
Wishing it wouldn't be so long . . .

I still love you but I no longer do . . .

I live by the fire of memories
That you left behind
Letting the flames tear my heart
But feeling the affection deep within
There's emptiness in my soul
Where I felt you before
I want to hold something to my bosom
But I know nothing else except for you
I still love you but I no longer do . . .

Can't Stop Falling For You . . .

The effect you leave on me
Is something unbelieveable
When you walk in the room
It makes my breath unbreathable

My heart leaps like a star
shooting in the sky
Your arms wrapped around me
Makes me want to cry.

Not the kind that brings sad thoughts
or the ones for fear
But the ones when you know that
The one you love is near.

With your hand around my waist
and your head hearing my heart
Your hand just grasping mine
Wishes we'd never part.

The way you tell me its all ok
and the way we get in fights
not only makes me yell at you
but you make it all alright

Im not scared with you near me
And im not afraid of you
The only thing i wish was true
Was that you love me too

I just cant stop falling for you . . .

Wish You Were Here . . .

Sitting by the telephone, learning for your call - to hear you speak,Thought I saw you walk through that corridor,As I neared - the images got distant and bleak,

Promised myself - won't keep thinking about you,But couldn't help the heart's outburst - which kept echoing I MISS YOU . . .

I know my existence means nothing to you,You may have not loved me for a moment - no qualm or complain,Though accepting this truth does cause a lot of pain,

You will never know the emotions that flow when I happen to catch a glimpse of you,They are the treasured moments that make me happy when I'm feeling blue.My love for you grows stronger as time goes by,

For you, I could go till the ends of the earth and even die.I MISS YOU so much - I could just cry,Fond memories of you are all I have - to take me through this agony and sigh . . .

I wanted to shout . . .

I wanted to shout
I wanted to cry
But I buried my sorrows
In the depths of my soul
Couldn’t stop - a tear or two
Didn’t let - the sighs to flow
I bear the pains - in my heart
Hiding the wound - that still bleed
No one to heal - no one to care
Wanted to talk
But no one was to listen
Loneliness did griped - my mind
Confusion was – hard to define
I still do - remember that time
I used to believe – in eternal love . . .

I Lost Her . . .

Why do I lust those eyes this much?
Which are never going to look in to mine,
Why does that smile touch my heart?
When it’s never meant for me,
Why do I miss her deep in my heart?
When she never knew it’s depths,
Why does my soul feel so empty?
When she was never was filling it,
Why do I feel I lost her warmth?
When she was never mine,
Why do I think of her in my sleepless nights?
When she’s dreaming some one else,
Why do I feel she left me?
When she never came to me at all,
Why did she came to my life?
When she was never a part of it,
Why do I feel I’ve lost in life?
When all I lost was her love . . .

I met a girl once . . .

I met a girl once
Whom I felt
Close to my soul
But I saw her heart
Tied to another
I backed off
Hundreds of miles
Without telling her
How much I cared
Admired and wished
I thought of her
From dawn till next
Holding memories
Close to the heart
Smiling once in a while
With an ending tear . . .

I'll never forget the times we shared . . .

" I'll never forget the times we shared,
and I'll never forget how much you once cared,
now it's over but I have one more thing to say,
If I had a four leaf clover, I'd wish for one more day . . . "

And I still miss you in my dreams. . .

I miss you in the morning,
When all the world is new,
I know the day can bring no joy,
Because it brings not you.

I miss the well-loved voice of you,
Your tender smile for me,
The charm of you,
The joy of your unfailing sympathy,
Because the world is full of folks, it's true,
But there was only one,thats you.

I miss you in the noontide,
The crowded city street,
Seems like a desert now,
I walk in solitude complete.

I miss your hands beside my own,
The light touch of your hand,
The quick gleam in the eye of you,
So sure to understand.

I miss you in the evening,
When daylight fades away,
I miss the sheltering arms of you,
To rest me for the day.

I try to think I see you yet,
There in the firelight gleams,
Weary at last, I sleep,
And I still miss you in my dreams . . .

My Moon...

I'm thinking of the moon
You thought we were looking at it
and you painted what you saw
I wish i saw it too..

The moon is you and you are the moon
You complete the sky, you complete me
You have talent and kindness
and you see what is true..

I miss you, my moon
Your shinning light of beauty and charm
I just wish I was with you
My moon for tonight and forever more . . .

Can You Stay A While...

So tenderly you held me
Smoothly you spoke to me
Couldn’t realize it was odd of someone
To be so dearly
Since no one can be
In a world so cruel
riches oriented
Moment, we bustle
After what we lack
cars, stair compartments
Hard to impede
thousand duties, intolerable burdens.
But still I feel the warmth I felt
Still have the desire
to slow down
to get lost in your asylum
But darling can I ?
Can you stay a while . . .

How To Live Without You ?

When my heart cried for her lost love,
You came to my life..
Your love was a pure drop of water,
For my thirsty heart,
I thought,Finally I have got it..
Forever..I can swear,
My love is forever,
I never lied to you,
Coz I didn’t want to lose you,
But..Now you are going far away from me,
Forever..Once my heart bear the pain,
Coz of your love,
But this time..How could I blame you?
My sweet girl,
Before you leave,
Pls do only one thing for me,
Tell me,
How to live without you . . .